Sorry that i abandon this space long long time due to the busy life, even have to work late until baby Miller deliver.
There was nothing special for the whole pregnant process but I'm really enjoy the little buddy rolling inside my tummy. I tried to recall back my memories...... but i can't remember how happy when doctor double confirmed that the little life is 2 months old.
Okay, let get back to the tittle.
29th january 2015
I had an appointment with my gynae at my week 39. We discussed to have an induction on 3rd Feb if baby don't come out on 2nd Feb (we opt for the natural deliver and 2nd Feb is the EDD). Young master fetch me back to office after the Nando feast.
30th january 2015
Around 4am i woke up when i felt Miller kick me twice, very very hard and strong. After a few seconds water come out. Ouch! I peep? I walked to toilet quietly and the water was leaking out again. Gosh! I woke young master up with the very soft tone cause i know he will be super panic if i scream. Okay, we have to go to labour ward directly as an emergency case. Before that i still have time to wash my hair and blow it dry before we departed. *lol*
Around 5am young master done the registration and i stay at the labour ward. Young master asked me whether i feel pain right now? What i felt is like period pain, still acceptable. *smile* Nurse told us that its open 3cm already, so she need to called my gynea. After few minutes the nurse came back and told young master that baby already had pass motion inside which made the water colour is coco in colour. My gynea suggested us to do the c-section and she already on her way to hospital.
Around 6am she arrived and told me that doing the operation is the best way for me and baby. She worries that baby will eat his shit while delivering. I sign few documents before heading to the operation room. It's super cold inside! And where is Young master? I bet he is sitting anxiously outside the operation room.
Around 7am baby send to NICU because he really ate his shit and I still not awake until......9am *i guess* Young master show me the picture that he snap, tiny Miller is crying.
I sleep for whole day without changing my sleeping position.
31st january 2015
I have to move my ass and visit Miller that still staying at NICU but i can't!! I can't stand up at all!! I feel so dizzy when i tried to stand up. And the pain is really killing me. So unforgotten cause i am freezing when the nurse asked me to rest awhile and continue later. I told young master that i felt so cold! *am i dying? i asked myself* Nurse and young master calm me down because I'm crying. *blush* I cry until i fall asleep *not a strong mental person*
I tried to stand up again after i woke up at noon and i made it after an hour of uncountable tries. We have to walk from one end to another end to see my baby Miller. Although i was on wheelchair, every steps made my heart pounds faster... I can't wait to visit my baby Miller.
Okay, that all for today. Miller is screaming right now.
Baby Miller~ Welcome to the world!! Papa and mama love you~
